hmm

a little over a month to go... soon to be 19... haha... the past few weeks have been an emotional roller coaster for me... yeah.. been thru it all... but i gotta agree with BSCube that i have given too much to back off... i have put my all in everything i do... and i guess... no i know that this is no diff... i will take the advice of the asses... i mean... i know they are right... i gotta go for it... i will... i am who i am... i love being me... no one else can even come close to understanding me... if you think you know me like how my bro's do... you gotta another thing coming... i am going for it... BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THEN NEVER TO HAVE LOVED AT ALL.... God bless... shalom...